Tuesday, March 10, 2009

In Hiding



I feel like I'm hiding from something i don't even know, something i never even seen or touched. I feel like if it finds me what will i say what will i do, will i hide again? Naw not me, i would stand up a face it, just like i did back in the days when they would find me while playing hide and go seek. But lately i don't know how to feel, how to react, or even catch up with everything that has happened since i graduated from high school. I recently found out that i have a daughter, but the baby's mom doesn't want me around saying she doesn't need me, like I'm a bad guy or something. And she had the nerve to tell me don't bother checking up on her. I told her that i don't like to tut my own horn, but i will probably be the best thing for the baby, cause pound for pound i feel like I'm one of the best 19 yr. old black males in the world. But again she says no, i don't like you, and you can't see her cause i don't want you to. All i ask is why. So i can't really talk to people right now cause honestly i wouldn't know what to say.

I'm speechless

1 comment:

  1. Yo i feel you, Thats some real shit, and some REAL GRIMMY shit. You just trying to do what our dad's didn't, BE THERE. Cause we are NOT the streryotype. We were taught better. she is depriving her baby which is wrong on her part. Your going to get your chance one day though, and BM will be the only one to blame for the absense.

    YO and FUCK everything thats going on in the world rightnow, focus on you.

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